We'll call this "2 hrs on hold"

I've invested so much time. Enough time that if i hang up now it almost doesn't make any sense. To sum it up - i don't want to pay 50 dollars and then an additional 100 only to later pay 150 for essentially the same thing but better, yet, neither of these things are an option because these jerks don't answer the damn phone. Now, I could drive there and whatever but that's a time investment i'm not ready to make. If I have to, I will.

I've been a bit of a closed off ass for the past year or so. I've got secrets, okay? And i'm not sure that i'm ready to divulge them. All this makes for me to purposefully make myself unavailable. Also, I'm an ass. I'm an asshole.

LOL you can be so kind you're an asshole. Isn't that hilarious?

My brother's definition of success has changed so much. It's weird. He's like a different person, but not. It's funny, cause if you couldn't see through that then i'm not sure you knew him.

Life is crazy.
Update: Tyson is the only one of my coll. friends who is close to getting married. THAT ALONE CRACKS ME UP. Not that it's funny that he's getting married, just that if you would have asked me a few years ago I wouldn't have guessed that.

Update 2: Joshua is married, essentially. -- he's a friend through a friend lol we have a special bond and he dragged me through NYC refusing to letting me pay for anything. WHAT A GUY <3 (nothing romantic here, he was like a big brother.) ****My big brother relationships are entertaining.

Update 3: I'm more confused than ever.

Update 4: I'm terrified but confident?

I'M ON THE PHONE. Not.on.hold. :)

ugh. LOL


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